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The Darkness in Me

by Sally Grayson

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Chief Distortion Officer The first time I heard Sally Grayson's music, I had just walked into Club Congress and her band was playing Waiting For You. It was absolutely magical. This whole album just sounds fantastic from beginning to end. It really does sounds like mystical desert rock. Favorite track: Waiting for You.
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Argya_Lydon What to say? Words are leaving me.
It's so emotional, so full of feelings, so covered in darkness transpiring light beams, that I felt my heart beating faster.
The sounds are polished, clear, crafted at their best and Sally's voice is sparkling with vibrations of force, determination and irony for each of the songs she sings.
Hard to choose a favourite song. "God Forbid" is my choice, in sad remembrance of the heavy pandemics years of finger pointing. Favorite track: God Forbid.
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1.
The Darkness in Me Intro I want give you all of me Bones, muscles and heart beating With awkward steps and broken words I want to show you The way the roses bloom When you step into the room I want you to know now You are not alone Chorus The darkness in me, greets the darkness in you Vs. 1 With bleeding heart and golden tears I’ve captured in my hands Your grief can never understand The way it’s watered your soul And kept you soft and green and lush And made you reach and grow Vs. 2 I’m opening my crooked doors To let you walk on through This exhibition of my pain Oh I don't’ want to bring you down But you need to know as you observe You’re not the only villain in town Outro: I’m not raising my glassing to wickedness But toasting to interconnection Of our flaws mixed with beauty I’ll drink it on up Here’s the mixture of me Shall I pour it in your cup?
2.
Life Heist 04:24
Life Heist Vs. 1 I have traveled far, I have traveled wide Climbed up in the mountains Swam the sea at night I have looked in the sky while dancing in the rain I’ve brought souls into this world with screams of pain But I’ve never yet made love in the gardens of Versailles I want more time to live I’m not ready to die Chorus: I’m takin’ this life by the throat and screaming Give me, Give me all you can! I want to capture all you offer Release it into my hands To taste all the good and savor each bite I’m shaking your shoulders and screaming Give me more life! Vs 2. I want to see the sun sink down in the desert earth I want to know the great mysteries of death, love and birth I have traveled far and I’ve traveled wide I’m still trying to fill the empty void deep inside. My last hour is in the haze of this road I ride But I want more time to live I’m not ready to die Chorus
3.
Waiting for you Vs. 1 It’s the love that I want The love I’m trying to find It’s the love that I pine But it’s the love that is mine Where’s the love that I need? Love please, godspeed It’s the love that is mine Trying to find Chorus: I’m waiting for you, love I’m waiting for you Vs. 2 I saw the look in your eye It’s hard to describe I’ll take and bottle it up I’m gonna need to drink from that cup See, I’ve tasted what’s good Felt fully understood I know this can be My own reality
4.
Sand Young woman share your fire with me My heart is cold, my soul is free I am a stranger in your land A wandering man, call me sand Oh sir my fire is very small It will not warm thy heart at all But thee may take me by the hand Hold me and I'll call thee sand Young woman share your fire with me My heart is cold, my soul is free I am a stranger in your land A wandering man, call me sand At night when stars light up the sky Oh sir I dream my fire is high Oh taste these lips sir if you can Wandering man, I call thee sand Oh sir my fire is burning high If it should stop sir I would die A shooting star has crossed my land Wandering man She whispered sand Sand Young woman shared her fire with me Now warms herself with memory I was a stranger in her land A wandering man, she called me sand He was a stranger in my land A wandering man She called me sand Songwriters: Lee Hazlewood Sand lyrics © Universal Music Publishing Group
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Melt into your Arms Vs.1 The ocean so vast and so wide Teaming with creatures inside Storming and raging its waves Merciless pounding nothing, nothing it saves Chorus But it can never hold back our love It reaches on up through the clouds up above Past lands and seas and the bright shimmering stars With the hope that one day I’ll melt, melt, melt into your arms Vs 2 The great mountain of obstacles is high With an avalanche of troubles and landslides Deep crevices awaiting death’s call Hear the growl of a lion and the wind howling ‘tween the bouldered walls Bridge What does the future hold? Will our paths ever truly intertwine? Will the longing in my heart subside? Will the daily dawn ever find me waking to your eyes meeting mine? But I want to still hold on, hold on to our love It reaches on up through the clouds up above Past lands and seas and the bright shimmering stars With the hope that one day I’ll melt, melt, melt into your arms
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Intercede The glorious sunrise lighting all it sees On my face and warming up the trees Exploding colors, Passion in the sky It’s here for a moment, then passes right on by See, day after day after day it’s been so cloudy The cold chills down deep in my bones My heart longs for the spectacular moments When love and hope are nestled in my home Chorus Where is the love I need How else can I call out for you to hear my plea? If the sun stayed glorious throughout the day And never let the night fall upon us The surprise of the sunrise would never meet our eyes And it would fade into all that’s dull and monotonous. It’s the absence of love that make the heart grow fonder Where is the love I need How else can I call out for you to hear my plea?
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God Forbid 03:53
God Forbid Vs. 1 I feel your strong hands on my head Manifesting submissive desire The motivation is filled with fear And sparked with hell’s dark fire Believing all you say to save my beloved Pre-Chorus My brain has been washed and then hung out and left to dry Deceit poured onto manipulation’s lies Demonizing all who don’t Follow our lead and comply Chorus Cause God forbid we should have any power God Forbid we should rise up on our own God forbid we should find our independence And dear God forbid we should strip the system right down to the bone Vs2. Keep the tall man at the top where he can reach the scoreboard Write the rules and colonize our minds The bastardization of my faith Desperation survives when we are all blind
8.
Dig 03:40
Dig Vs. 1 Where is my shovel? I need to dig Where is my shovel? I need to go deep underground It ain’t gonna be pretty, what is found But if I don’t start to dig, the evil will only abound Chorus I’m gonna dig, dig, dig up these roots I gotta dig, dig, dig up these roots I’m gonna dig, dig, dig up these roots The roots are all entangled in me. 2. Your roots were ripped out to make mine stronger My family tree keeps growing taller and taller Looking down and yelling “O come on get up and grow” While our roots destroy the ground beneath your feet and overthrow I excel because of your demise Thinking it was all just me and not my white disguise Oh, my eyes have been opened, but I’ve got a long way to go I’ll burst that bubble of supremacy and make that first groundstroke I’m gonna dig, dig, dig up those roots 3. Perfectionism’s loud call will need to be rejected I’m gonna keep digging and need to be corrected Speeding down this privileged track not having a damn clue Of what it means to feel oppressed Well, I’ll tell you what to do White silence spurs violence We need to take a stand We’re the ones who made this mess, put a shovel in your hand! And dig, dig, dig up those roots It is our responsibility
9.
Bonneville 04:25
Bonneville Vs. 1 I’d like to step on inside If you’d like to take me On an afternoon ride We’ll roll along the hills And when the sun turns golden We’ll keep driving until we see on the horizon That the world is right again Chorus So we’ll cruise into the night sky And in the dashboard lights I see the twinkle in your eye So I move right next to you Your arm around my shoulder Down streets and avenues There is no other place I’d rather be Than passing time with you And when the wheels have turned their time And our eyes are tired and weak I’ll take you in my arms No need to think or speak For the world is disappearing And the stars have fallen to the sea But as long as I am with you Oh there’s no place I’d rather be. Chorus Bridge Glitter sparkles in the distant skyline Streetlights and time are speeding by Radio crackles windows open We’ll keep driving until our sorrows are a speck in the rear view mirror of our time Chorus
10.
The Golden Hour Quick Run before it’s gone Quick go, before it sinks down You know the way it goes, the day, oh the day It slips so fast away It’s time to say goodbye It’s time to say goodbye to the day So come on out and stay Come and see this magnificent exit on display It’s time to say goodbye It’s okay to cry Say your last goodbye Say Goodbye

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Sally Grayson has emerged from behind the Black Swift disguise with a new record of mystical desert rock. Jangling guitars, pedal steel, and heat-shimmering reverb all conjure the epic distances of the American southwest and the kind of loss and longing that only the desert highways can fix. “The Darkness In Me” presents a passionate appeal to all those who have gone through the heartbreak, have shared their darkness within and are yet still on that highway looking for love and connection in the further hills of the near future. A western gothic romance filled with haunted highways, long sunsets, mysterious strangers and the impossible longing and grief that propels the ride across the starry night, the album asks the question many of us have been asking: how can so much suffering and so much love exist side by side? How can we move forwards into the hope of a new dawn in the midst of so much systemic prejudice and pain? What’s around the next bend and over the next hill?

An American living in Germany, Sally felt the calling of the vast open spaces of the American southwest and traveled to Tucson AZ to record the songs at Dust and Stone Recording Studios where Gabriel Sullivan (XIXA, Giant Sand) produced and performed. The record was made with the help of a variety of session musicians: Winston Watson (Bob Dylan, Warren Zevon, Alice Cooper), Thøger Tetens Lund (Mark Lanegan, Howe Gelb), Ryan Alfred (Nick Lowe, Calexico) Nick Dehmlow (Lucille Furs), Conner Gallaher (Calexico), Brian Lopez (XIXA, Calexico), Kat Jones, Anna Illenberger (Kitz), Ralv Milberg (producer of Die Nerven, Human Abfall), and Ben Nisbet (Tucson Symphony Orchestra)

While the record is evocative of mythical visions of the west in the land of her youth, Sally has found that it is a German word that helps to explain her songs best: Sehnsucht: Sehnen- to pine, to long for, to ache for something; Sucht- to be addicted. The need for longing, and the longing to be needed, it’s a desire suggesting that the journey across the mystical desert plain is far more profound than any destination.

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released July 14, 2023

All Songs written by Sally Grayson except
“Intercede” Written by Grayson & Sullivan
“Sand” written by Lee Hazelwood
Produced and Mixed by Gabriel Sullivan
Engineered and Mastered by Frank Bair
Recorded at Dust & Stone Recording Studio, Tucson, Arizona
Photos and Design by David Arzt
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Sally Grayson has emerged from behind the Black Swift disguise with a new record of mystical desert rock. “The Darkness In Me” presents a passionate appeal to all those who have gone through the heartbreak, have shared their darkness within and are yet still on that highway looking for love and connection in the further hills of the near future. ... more

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